For the last few years I've been trying to figure out just who I am and what type of person I'm meant to be. I've struggled with manic depression and finding my place in this great big world. Which of course is a never ending process. I've lost important people (important to me at the time at least) from my life. And everything I've been through has left a huge impact on my personality.
After a rough road of emotional termoil I think I've really started to see what I want from myself. As a Mother, Wife, and Friend. I spent a long time thinking that I had to prove myself to people or maybe even to myself. I've fought with people for no reason, created drama where it just wasn't necessary, and felt left out when there was no reason for that either. I created a person I thought everyone wanted to be friends with, without, actually fully being myself.
I truly believe that I've been able to take a step back and realize the mistakes that I've made, and learn from them. I'm not looking to be anyone but myself anymore. And if that isn't good enough, then that's just fine with me.
The first step to becoming a better you, is to love yourself. and just work to be a better person.
Think about someone other then yourself.
I've made a huge transformation. And I'm finally happy and proud just to me be.
"Girl your amazing, just the way you are" Bruno Mars said it best!!
ReplyDeleteBe more concerned with your character than your reputation because your character is what you really are and your reputation is merely what others think you are. Pay no mind to the things people say because as long as you are happy with you, your true friends will see that happiness and be happy as well.
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